Comments for Secret #1969

I'm really scared and nervous about my future. i want to go study in jaban so bad, but my family don't have enough money for that. it's kinda weird but i even started learning japanese just in case. i wish i can study hard to get a scholarship or something. but deep down i just give up when i think about it. i can't help but overthink. i couldn't tell anyone because it feels so childish