Comments for Secret #2884

I have a secret crush on my best friend, and I’ve had these feelings for the past 4 years, and when I was on the verge of telling him, he started seeing someone else
Then he says I’m like a "brother" to him
He trusted me with everything. I was the first person he would go to, for example, when his very dear cat died, he told me first
He would call me pet names all the time, and when he got dating allegations with a girl, he considered "fake" dating me. We were actually gonna go thru with it
Not to mention, I saw him naked, and we slept only in underwear in the same bed a million times. Once, he even grabbed my waist and shit while sleeping.
Now he's influencing my relationships, like there's a very sweet girl in my life that I can say I love, and we're in the talking stage, but I'm so fucking scared that I'll ruin everything because I still have feelings for someone else.