Comments for Secret #3206

I'm honestly depressed as fuck but I do nothing about it. I smoke way too much weed and drink too much when I drink and ofc am addicted to nicotine which I always told myself I'd never do. I don't tell anyone because I don't want to worry them. I try to establish better habits for myself like going to the gym and eating better and reading but i just cant stay consistent. My last gf cheated on me and I still think about my gf from hs who i havent talked to in years. I feel like I have no reason to be upset with myself but always find ways to diminish myself. The addictions probably dont help with this. I have a bunch of opportunity but constantly hate on myself internally and its hard to envision success. I'd never kms because I have supportive family and friends that love me and whom I love so I feel like sometimes im just here for them. But i know I can do great things, I just need to lock in. So idk this is just a giant rant to get shit out lmao. Im already feeling better