Comments for Secret #3516

This is going to be dumb, but up until school, I never had any female friends. So in college I got a good one, but she proceeded to call me her brother because one of her dead cousins apparently had my name and she only talked to me because of it. She apparently studied in an all girls school and had no male friends throughout her life except 1 who apparently confessed to her. At one point I fell in love with her like an idiot, and I was left stranded unable to confess. Because even if I got more friends of the oppposite gender now, she was my first and holds a very special place in my heart. I do not want to ruin the first one.
Over the course of the past few months I thought I had gotten over my anxious attachment with her, however, yesterday, I saw her cry for the first time. I was there for her... Yet today i texted her if everything was alright, and she just told me to not bring it up again. I understand that she has her own boundaries. I am lost in my own head. Not her fault.