Comments for Secret #3963

i hate that she is always better i can't even scratch the surface of average and she is telling me she is not perfect enough but why would i complain i am already perfect to her but she doesnt know its not enough there is me that i need to impress me then i ask myself why then my mom is the real reason omg i dont even know what is going on anymore i am tired of everyone and everything and all i am trying to do is survive but as i struggle to float i hear others tell me they cant swim fast enough but the faster they swim the more the current pushes me away back to square 1 or atleast river 1 or something