Comments for Secret #4793

I really wanna get high. I've been tryna keep my hands busy to distract myself from wanting to since I'm tryna get clean but I really want to get high. I can't sleep, my appetite is gone, I'm irritated easily and it's taking everything out of me to stop myself from going back. When I tell my friends they laugh because they think I'm just being a typical fein which I guess I am but this feels fuckin terrible. It's so easy to just get another but everyone would be so disappointed.