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Secret #4794
Guy's I have this imaginary person I can't get rid of. I don't want to call him a friend, but I keep imagining him everywhere. At work, in my room/bed, pretty much anywhere I am. It haunts me but at the same time he comforts me, his presence is calming and steady. It's not the fact that I'm lonely, I have friends, but none of them know abt him becz I fear they'll think I'm mental. Hes in so much of my life, I've started picking up habits I imagined him having and no matter how badly I want to get rid of him, he's stuck around for so long that him "existing" is just second nature now.
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Why do you want to get rid of him?
Posted on:i hope you’re doing better now!! don’t let all these ignorant folks get to you, dude!!🫰
Posted on:*FROM OP* Guys schizophrenia is when you see people you can't distinguish real from fake. I don't have schizophrenia, I'm well aware this man isn't real, without talking to any one I can realize on my own that this man does not exist. Learn what disorders mean before trying to diagnose. Judgemental assholes.
Posted on:I have no true "me" because I find myself just copying the best things I see in everyone else I meet. I feel empty or superficial all the time, I ruminate, overthink and self-deprecate constantly. I'm sick of people trying to get me to be myself. I literally can't. My sympathy rates are high, but my empathy is medium to low, a self-test online said.
Posted on:Does that inherently make me a monster? What do people think of me? Why can't I start conversations without awkwardness? Why am I so nervous in large crowds? Why do I always hate myself?
They're the questions going around my head whenever I even think of anyone else. I don't want to hurt people but just in case they betray me or my family I plot a very creative death for them in the back of my mind every time we meet.
Due to zero betrayals so far, I don't see that happening anytime soon.
* NOT OP *
Posted on:Kill him
Posted on:Do you know what schizophrenia is
Posted on:Do you know what schizophrenia means?
Posted on:creep
Posted on:bitch
Posted on:Schizophrenic motherrfucker
Posted on:Ppl b so judgemental then wonder why they're not happy lmao
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