Comments for Secret #4805

For the longest time after my first relationship I tried to force myself to move on and dated a good 5-8 guys I couldn't seem to feel real love for. After that, I declared I didn't want a relationship and it stayed that way for the longest but now I've got a boyfriend again after nearly half a decade. Frankly, in the beginning I was still scared to start another relationship, I was open about it too; now we're about two weeks in and I'm feeling more and more comfortable with the idea. We've had a few conflicts but they don't feel like conflicts, they feel like growth if that makes sense. It's a new feeling for me after conflicts so maybe it feels like a bigger deal than it should. Still, I'm grateful I didn't end up loving a douche for the second time.