Comments for Secret #4830

my online best friend of 1 month or two who i wasn’t even supposed to be talking to commit suicide and it effected me really badly, like yes a month isn’t long but he was the only person who treated me like i meant something to anyone. i don’t even know if he’s really gone, becuz after telling me “if ur seeing this im dead, please take care of yourself sweetie” he blocked me. i find myself dreaming about staying up late messaging him every now and then, i miss him so much. he was the only person ive ever trusted, its all my fault. he depended on me and i didn’t have access to my phone for a while so i guess he thought i was over him, i feel so terrible knowing he could still be alive if it weren’t for me.